I look at the sky and see you,
staring back at me.
Watery eyes and wavering mouth,
Everywhere and nowhere.
Why aren’t you who I wanted you to be?

A lazy wind makes your image dance in the fickle waters,
and I wrench my head up to the clouds,
hoping to glimpse reality.
Yet still I see the reflection,
Rosy hues rippling in the celestial ocean,
Glimmers of a time that was,
A different place,
Unreachable outside the realm of dreams.

If I could but master the waves of time,
and sail to that place I see,
wouldn’t that be something?
Perhaps the tides will soon turn,
The earth will double back upon itself?

Until then I will stand and gaze
up at that oil painting.

Pretending it is the one I once knew.

Originally published at http://plaee.wordpress.com on May 4, 2021.


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I look upon this clearing as it is.

Through a parting in the branches above shine

Rays of hope too blinding to appreciate

And down below

A brook of astounding beauty

That exists only now

By the light of a lonely star in a vast universe

In a single moment among infinite others.

Yet I am here to experience it

And to one day die and carry its memory with me

To become part of the earth that I once gazed on,

For trees to sprout from my ashes

And wild flowers to decorate my grave

To lie still and unnoticed.

Until there comes another

Neither to know of me

Nor the wondrous scenes I once held in my heart

Yet perhaps

When they look at the world

That the fading of my beauty created

I will become a part of theirs.

Waleed El-Geresy

Searching for meaning in a vast ocean of information, sometimes riding the waves.

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